It was a beautiful day, and this part of the ride took Ajax and Hakon past some impressive scenery. A deep-blue lake shimmered in the morning sunlight, snow-capped mountains rising behind it. The picture it made was very Radenor: pine and spruce trees, snow-no-matter-the-season, and mysterious lakes bereft of the familiar sea gods of Teos.
Ajax fingered his sunderscrap as his horse climbed a steep hillside. It was a great comfort to him, imbued with Alecto’s power and now, oddly, his mother’s love too. She was so angry when she walked into the house after Hakon’s attack. Her rant about men and their stupidity after hearing of the incident and their plans was truly awe-inspiring. She barely spoke to Ajax over the next few days, but surprised him with a gift on the way out the door.
She’d sewn him a small pouch for the stone and gave it to him as he left, along with a kiss and the admonition that he keep himself safe. It was a rare confirmation that she loved him and worried about him, which meant a lot. So did knowing Hakon wanted to make something nice out of the scrap as a gift to him. That wasn’t forgiveness exactly, but it seemed pretty damn close. He kept the little rock tied around his thigh under his riding pants and smiled every time he touched it.
He needed that comfort, because despite the sun and the scrap and the goodwill leftover from their stay at the inn, Ajax was afraid. The fact was that he was going into a dangerous situation in which the goal was to kill another person who had never hurt him. It was frightening. It was abhorrent. It was a little exciting too, but mostly frightening. And it was an opportunity to prove himself, which was of course a lot of pressure…
Suffice it to say Ajax was a ball of nerves during that morning’s training and more so once they got underway. He filled the silence on the road with chatter that probably irritated Hakon; stories about his trips back and forth to Teos, complaints about his younger siblings, even some nonsense about different breeds of sheep. Eventually he ran out of ideas, which left a lull in conversation that was much worse. There was nothing for it but to speak his mind.
“Hakon, can you tell me what this is going to be like? Who are we going to fight, and what did he do? I’m nervous, to tell you the truth.”