All the pleasantries that accompanied exchanging their ages were still fresh in his mind by the time the Veir's eruption came to pass. The intensity of his blush when Degare called him out, the flustered, embarrassed shake of his head that accompanied the elf's wink. The reality of how one phrase could change everything so quickly was rousing, to say the least, but Arkash seemed to take it in his stride. It was a learning experience, a lesson to take away and apply in future social exchanges; think before you talk.
Relief filled his lungs promptly before he exhaled through his nose and relaxed his shoulders a little. Just the change in ferocity in Degare's expression was enough to put him at ease, it seemed.
I really should work on making this less difficult to talk about. To which, Arkash shook his head while brushing over the backs of Degare's hands. "No... You can't help feeling the way you do, I understand," he said, still riding that euphoric wave of relief. "Everyone has their own way of working through this thing, and if you're not the talking type, that's okay," he assured, unflinching in his eye contact. "Doesn't matter how long it takes," he added at a similar volume to the last words the elf spoke.
He merely nodded to the delivery of Degare's next question, the concern and pity he displayed seemed to mix with relief when Degare showed his understanding, and he exhaled deeply once more. "I'm honestly a bit of a monster, but I guess it depends on how much I like you..." he laughed a little uncomfortably while he sat the man down, cheeks darkened as his eye caught the dusting of pink on Degare's light skin. "...And for you, that's a lot," he spoke softly while he looked upon the elf with open adoration.
Still, Arkash delivered the offer to forget the exchange ever happened. Degare's response brought his brows to rise, and he lifted his head a little as he was taken aback. His eyes followed the flow of those tears as they streaked, then returned his gaze to the man. There, he saw that vulnerability, though it almost seemed to startle him. Even so, he smiled with a sort of patient sincerity, reached out to hold the elf by his cheeks, and used his thumbs to brush away the tears. "You poor thing..." Arkash spoke with no shortage of empathy, a tone he didn't often assume.
At the request, his smile brightened a little. "Well... I don't want to break you, especially while you're recovering from lung surgery, but if you insist..." Arkash's heart began to quicken once more as he climbed into the taller man's lap while he sat, chest pressed flush to the elf's while a very brief grimace and a quiet hiss of pain escaped him. "Say if I'm too heavy, okay?" He spoke affectionately, apparently overestimating just how much his lean frame weighed.
There, in the elf's lap, Arkash's pale eyes reflected the warmth of Degare's amber irises, alight with all sorts of passions and admiration that almost never seemed to grace his features. Just a moment or two sitting there was all he spent before he gently leaned his head in, closed his eyes, and motioned his lips to Degare's.
Relief filled his lungs promptly before he exhaled through his nose and relaxed his shoulders a little. Just the change in ferocity in Degare's expression was enough to put him at ease, it seemed.
I really should work on making this less difficult to talk about. To which, Arkash shook his head while brushing over the backs of Degare's hands. "No... You can't help feeling the way you do, I understand," he said, still riding that euphoric wave of relief. "Everyone has their own way of working through this thing, and if you're not the talking type, that's okay," he assured, unflinching in his eye contact. "Doesn't matter how long it takes," he added at a similar volume to the last words the elf spoke.
He merely nodded to the delivery of Degare's next question, the concern and pity he displayed seemed to mix with relief when Degare showed his understanding, and he exhaled deeply once more. "I'm honestly a bit of a monster, but I guess it depends on how much I like you..." he laughed a little uncomfortably while he sat the man down, cheeks darkened as his eye caught the dusting of pink on Degare's light skin. "...And for you, that's a lot," he spoke softly while he looked upon the elf with open adoration.
Still, Arkash delivered the offer to forget the exchange ever happened. Degare's response brought his brows to rise, and he lifted his head a little as he was taken aback. His eyes followed the flow of those tears as they streaked, then returned his gaze to the man. There, he saw that vulnerability, though it almost seemed to startle him. Even so, he smiled with a sort of patient sincerity, reached out to hold the elf by his cheeks, and used his thumbs to brush away the tears. "You poor thing..." Arkash spoke with no shortage of empathy, a tone he didn't often assume.
At the request, his smile brightened a little. "Well... I don't want to break you, especially while you're recovering from lung surgery, but if you insist..." Arkash's heart began to quicken once more as he climbed into the taller man's lap while he sat, chest pressed flush to the elf's while a very brief grimace and a quiet hiss of pain escaped him. "Say if I'm too heavy, okay?" He spoke affectionately, apparently overestimating just how much his lean frame weighed.
There, in the elf's lap, Arkash's pale eyes reflected the warmth of Degare's amber irises, alight with all sorts of passions and admiration that almost never seemed to grace his features. Just a moment or two sitting there was all he spent before he gently leaned his head in, closed his eyes, and motioned his lips to Degare's.