Arkash's threat was heard loud and clear, the surprise in Taelian's eyes reflected that. Arkash held the gun with an unsteady arm, his gaze wrought with raw emotion. He tried to exude strength, but only revealed his insecurity in doing so. Taelian thought he was so weak as to accept the pity of a man that had tried to kill him? He could express such thoughts to his gun.
Taelian had been nice to him, though. So few strangers treated him with such kindness, but to him, that was only a declaration of superiority. He didn't need handouts or apologies to feel better, he affirmed. He didn't need pity, or sympathy, or even companionship. All he needed was strength, control, power. Those were the only things that could put him at ease. It was only when he'd asserted himself as untouchable; when the world could no longer overtake him, that he would feel okay.
So, he kicked his bag and demanded Taelian take what was his while he kept his gun at the ready. With a psychological pump, he prepared himself to squeeze the trigger, to strike the human with an explosive shell. He'd made it a contest of survival, of control. And though Arkash desperately wanted to win that contest, he couldn't yet tell if he had it in him to kill a nice man, regardless of whether they'd tried to kill him or not just minutes prior.
As time revealed, he wasn't prepared to pull the trigger. Taelian cast more magic, and another one of those holes opened, just far bigger than the one that had volleyed the laser at him. Oh, gods. Was Taelian going to blast him with a giant laser? Was that it? Was he going to die? With no answers to those questions, a wave of pitch-black darkness spewed forth with the god mage at its epicenter. His eye went blind, and all he could feel and hear was the cold and the billowing winds. Not even his powerful nose could help him, as the harsh wind just blew the scents away,
"S-stop," he stammered as he took a step back, then lowered his pistol a little as he squinted into the darkness. Something scurried, crawled through the dark, but Arkash couldn't make it out. Venom poured liberally again from his lips while he stared into the empty void, simply waiting for whatever came next. It was nerve-wracking, terrifying. It spiked his blood and lit up his nerves with life, but as quickly as the fear came, it receded with the darkness. He could see again, and the shadows pulled through one of the holes in the air; a large one like the one Taelian had created just moments before.
Taelian was gone, along with the darkness. Had he gone through the hole? Was that a portal? His method of travel? He just punched holes in the air like doors? Arkash lowered his gun when his rage came undone, though he wasn't far behind it. For pride alone, Arkash had sacrificed a brighter path. He'd forfeited a new arm, citizenship, a job, and a friend, all because he couldn't accept his own weakness. What had he done? Regardless of his own heinous acts, the hole stayed open.
"Wait-" He lowered his gun and took a step toward it, only to hesitate. What was he doing? He'd just threatened the man. He couldn't just walk in like everything was fine. It wasn't fine; Arkash came to realize that he was despicable. Someone had tried to help him, the bottom feeder, the lowest of the low, and he threw it back in their face. Before he could further contemplate his disposition, the hole closed, and the sound of howling winds returned to the snowy fields. He was gone.
Arkash stared in disbelief while he stood alone in the messy snow: Taelian had left him. Wasn't that what he told him to do? Why was he surprised? Perhaps some underlying part of him wanted... Wished someone would try for him, but they were delusions, a fantasy. Arkash lowered to sit on his legs in the snow. He wasn't worth such tales of redemption or purpose. The best that people like him could hope for was survival. In that sense, he'd done Taelian a favor. He was too much, even on his best days. How could he blame anyone for leaving him?
There were no distractions laid out before him. His path was made clear with the distant whistle of a locomotive's front. The train: It was close. Arkash's eye drifted to his tipped-over bag before he made a short dash for it and slung it over his shoulder. His scales stung with his burns, but he didn't have time to worry about pain. The next thing to sling over his shoulder was his steel arm. With a shaky exhale, he ran for the tracks and climbed over the mountain of snow to stand over the ridge while he strapped his prosthetic on properly and tied the support brace that allowed him to climb before he swapped the hook hand for his pick.
A glance to his right revealed the train hurtling down the track, and Arkash lowered into a squat as he looked over the working hollows below. Just a moment or two after the train came by, Arkash lept at it and sank the pick of his prosthetic into the sheet metal while his claws clung to the upper frame of the caboose. With the use of his feet, he crawled to the roof and slung himself onto his front, where he rested for a moment.
After his short respite, he slung his backpack around to his front while he rolled onto his side. From the roof of the train, he peered inside and found that the egg was gone. Taelian had taken it back - good. A brief sigh saw him come undone, and he fully relaxed on the sloped roof. On his way to Lienburg, he lamented his decisions and reviewed the happenings in his head on repeat. He'd done the right thing, but for the wrong reasons. With deep sorrow, he pulled at the lip of his mask and stared into the grey sky while the train carried him to his destiny.
Taelian had been nice to him, though. So few strangers treated him with such kindness, but to him, that was only a declaration of superiority. He didn't need handouts or apologies to feel better, he affirmed. He didn't need pity, or sympathy, or even companionship. All he needed was strength, control, power. Those were the only things that could put him at ease. It was only when he'd asserted himself as untouchable; when the world could no longer overtake him, that he would feel okay.
So, he kicked his bag and demanded Taelian take what was his while he kept his gun at the ready. With a psychological pump, he prepared himself to squeeze the trigger, to strike the human with an explosive shell. He'd made it a contest of survival, of control. And though Arkash desperately wanted to win that contest, he couldn't yet tell if he had it in him to kill a nice man, regardless of whether they'd tried to kill him or not just minutes prior.
As time revealed, he wasn't prepared to pull the trigger. Taelian cast more magic, and another one of those holes opened, just far bigger than the one that had volleyed the laser at him. Oh, gods. Was Taelian going to blast him with a giant laser? Was that it? Was he going to die? With no answers to those questions, a wave of pitch-black darkness spewed forth with the god mage at its epicenter. His eye went blind, and all he could feel and hear was the cold and the billowing winds. Not even his powerful nose could help him, as the harsh wind just blew the scents away,
"S-stop," he stammered as he took a step back, then lowered his pistol a little as he squinted into the darkness. Something scurried, crawled through the dark, but Arkash couldn't make it out. Venom poured liberally again from his lips while he stared into the empty void, simply waiting for whatever came next. It was nerve-wracking, terrifying. It spiked his blood and lit up his nerves with life, but as quickly as the fear came, it receded with the darkness. He could see again, and the shadows pulled through one of the holes in the air; a large one like the one Taelian had created just moments before.
Taelian was gone, along with the darkness. Had he gone through the hole? Was that a portal? His method of travel? He just punched holes in the air like doors? Arkash lowered his gun when his rage came undone, though he wasn't far behind it. For pride alone, Arkash had sacrificed a brighter path. He'd forfeited a new arm, citizenship, a job, and a friend, all because he couldn't accept his own weakness. What had he done? Regardless of his own heinous acts, the hole stayed open.
"Wait-" He lowered his gun and took a step toward it, only to hesitate. What was he doing? He'd just threatened the man. He couldn't just walk in like everything was fine. It wasn't fine; Arkash came to realize that he was despicable. Someone had tried to help him, the bottom feeder, the lowest of the low, and he threw it back in their face. Before he could further contemplate his disposition, the hole closed, and the sound of howling winds returned to the snowy fields. He was gone.
Arkash stared in disbelief while he stood alone in the messy snow: Taelian had left him. Wasn't that what he told him to do? Why was he surprised? Perhaps some underlying part of him wanted... Wished someone would try for him, but they were delusions, a fantasy. Arkash lowered to sit on his legs in the snow. He wasn't worth such tales of redemption or purpose. The best that people like him could hope for was survival. In that sense, he'd done Taelian a favor. He was too much, even on his best days. How could he blame anyone for leaving him?
There were no distractions laid out before him. His path was made clear with the distant whistle of a locomotive's front. The train: It was close. Arkash's eye drifted to his tipped-over bag before he made a short dash for it and slung it over his shoulder. His scales stung with his burns, but he didn't have time to worry about pain. The next thing to sling over his shoulder was his steel arm. With a shaky exhale, he ran for the tracks and climbed over the mountain of snow to stand over the ridge while he strapped his prosthetic on properly and tied the support brace that allowed him to climb before he swapped the hook hand for his pick.
A glance to his right revealed the train hurtling down the track, and Arkash lowered into a squat as he looked over the working hollows below. Just a moment or two after the train came by, Arkash lept at it and sank the pick of his prosthetic into the sheet metal while his claws clung to the upper frame of the caboose. With the use of his feet, he crawled to the roof and slung himself onto his front, where he rested for a moment.
After his short respite, he slung his backpack around to his front while he rolled onto his side. From the roof of the train, he peered inside and found that the egg was gone. Taelian had taken it back - good. A brief sigh saw him come undone, and he fully relaxed on the sloped roof. On his way to Lienburg, he lamented his decisions and reviewed the happenings in his head on repeat. He'd done the right thing, but for the wrong reasons. With deep sorrow, he pulled at the lip of his mask and stared into the grey sky while the train carried him to his destiny.