Searing 34th, 4622
Morality is a constant quest, it's our choices which make life even more complicated and the choices that are also not made by us; no matter what we do there is no good in humanity, only a deep disturbing hatred and self embitterment of life, I understand that humanity is a selfish concept and in order for us to be free, we must become the selfish and idealistic individuals who stand up for a single law or ideology in order to predict our survival; we've become the most animalistic and destructive beings on the mortal plane of Atharen, and eventually we will all destroy ourselves. Is that what the Entente hope for, that we live in a utopian paradise, filled with the essence of our loved ones? It seems like there is nothing but a fantasy here, but call me cynical, I wouldn't change my view on this subject.
Humanity is truly a selfish concept, but it appears that we are so consumed about helping one particular minority when the whole world is in a deeply fucked up state, I've seen only half of it, imagine what other people would go through. I could only think about it from the dreamscapes I have visited, but it appears that humanity is also the reason why the concept of morality fails and yet we are driven by the hope for change, in truth, what if there was no hope? Are we left stranded in an cold, dark and lonely world waiting for one fucking saviour to save us from the existence of ourselves? I'm done waiting, I've waited all my life; now's the time to take it into my own hands and set my own goals, I will be my own liberator.
If Darkness falls, Order will Prevail
Salen wrote down the words of thoughts, but he had no idea how he could communicate them; it seemed he was just waiting around on an rooftop, waiting for another contract. That's if there was, the sunset would go down as he stared into the moon, eclipsing itself deeply below the earth. It seemed like another time to reflect on all of his words and yet it seemed like a lonely place to be, only Andre joined him as Salen turned around for a moment "Is Tiberius ok?" He looked over at him as he appeared to be worried about his wellbeing.
There has only been one person that Salen has said 'I love you' to, that was Tiberius; they had been close from the day Salen was initiated into the old sect that he once frequented, doing jobs for nothing but an tyrannical mistress, their love left a cold lash upon Dahlia's emotions, claiming jealousy for she knew what she wanted, however it wasn't in his desire. Andre would continue at the thought only it appeared he would also tear up at that moment "Tiberius is dead..."
Tiberius is dead...
Those harrowing words continued to echo in his head as he froze in thought for a moment; his whole world seemed to collapse as he could feel an aching lump in his throat, like he couldn't say anything, he got up and looked at Andre as a tear left Salen's right eye "No... It... No no..." Salen began to breakdown as his anger got the best of him "I need a fucking drink..." Andre would continue onwards to follow him to what seemed like a serf's tavern. He would approach the bartender and slam his fist upon the table "Something strong..." He would watch as the other Corvo who followed him seemed to be flabbergasted by Salen's reaction to the news.
"Are you just gonna drink yourself to a stupor, what's the matter with you?"
"Fuck life, fuck the world."
"I refuse to serve him."
"I DEMAND YOU GET ME MY DRINK!"
"Salen! Don't do this!" Andre grabbed him and pulled him out, just until two bouncers of the establishment seemed to have thrown him out as he seemed to come in picking a fight "I'll go somewhere else, assholes..." He would walk by as Salen would notice him go down an alleyway, perhaps the wrong alleyway of sorts; so much that Andre decided not to follow him, but instead head to the safety of his sect. Salen took a walk, but then began to remember the things Tiberius would tell him.
Don't be reckless,
Don't go getting yourself into trouble.
These thoughts would continue to wrack him with pain as he sat there, only to realise that he had gotten himself into trouble; a group of serf thugs would approach him with axes, clubs, shivs, hammers and even work tools like shovels and pitchforks "Ya got alot of nerve coming down these parts." Salen's expression began to get worried as if he had stepped wrong territory.
Initially a fight starts to defend himself as a gang member flung at Salen with a hammer, for which he grabbed and gave him a punch in the solar plexus, leaving him slightly knocked out. He grabbed the hammer and threw it at the floor, watching it bounce upwards and hitting the opponent in the face before catching it. He receives a shiv blow to the back of the shoulder blade, causing him to scream out in agony, causing him to unleash his shaper and claw out the contents of his throat with one meaningful slash.
Salen hissed as he pulled the shiv out of his shoulder and began running, realising that he was also losing blood, at that time he had nowhere to turn, nowhere to run to.
He realised he was alone.
Truly alone.